Here is the obligatory "I can't believe it's over!" and "It went so fast!", but really, this semester flew by. In a lot of ways I'm glad because I'm really ready to go conquer my last semester of undergrad. And if I don't see my family soon I might cry; there's nothing like being thousands of miles away for months to make you appreciate your family. It doesn't help that the holidays are here and I'm a sucker for family traditions. I can't wait to go on a Christmas lights ride and probably make a fool out of myself singing at my church's Christmas Eve service (thanks a lot, Mom). I also have 4 months worth of starbucks to drink and 4 months of gossip to catch up on with my friends; luckily the two go together perfectly. Anyways, I'm very ready to go home.
Buuuuut I'm going to miss Finland a whole lot. I'll admit that this was not my first (or second, third, or fourth) choice of place to study abroad, but it was my fifth choice and I'm infinitely glad that there was no room for me in the UK universities! I've always been really bad at stepping out of my comfort zone, and this experience pushed me to do that in a way that no university in an English-speaking country would have. I met some really fantastic people, and learned to slow down a little instead of always rushing around like a stupid American. One of the biggest changes is that I'm no longer wedded to the idea of living in a big city forever. It's funny, because all the Finnish people I met referred to Jyväskylä as a city, and it definitely is by Finnish standards, but it was a big step down from Chicago. And believe me, I miss Chicago like crazy and am super excited to be going back for one more semester. But I enjoyed this cute little city a lot. The past week or so there has been a little Christmas market type thing set up on the main street of the city centre, and it was super cute. Erin and I were walking past this red van the other day when Erin all of a sudden said "Oh!" and stopped. I was confused as to what the hold up was until I looked into the van.
I don't really get it, but whatever works. The sheep seemed pretty happy to be in the van, and they certainly wouldn't come out and let me pet them, which was too bad. I only wish they had been llamas...
Finland also left me feeling really multilingual; as I've discussed (or complained about?) many times, I took both a Finnish and a Chinese class this semester. At the end of the day, I'm glad I took them both, but it's going to be interesting to see what, if anything, I do with either of those. It shouldn't be too hard to keep up my mad Chinese skillz in America-Chinatown anyone?- but a quick google search the other day told me that there's not a whole lot of Finnish classes offered around Chicago. I mean, voin puhua vähän suomea (I can speak a little Finnish), but that's not going to stick if I don't keep learning in some way. So the only logical thing to do is come back to Finland, right? Right. I'm applying for a couple master's degree programs here and believe me, I'm as shocked about that as anyone. But I really enjoy the culture, the country, and the language here, and I found the coolest study program. It's in Tampere, which is a bigger city about an hour and a half from here. The program is called Peace, Mediation, and Conflict Research. It's a multi-disciplinary program that looks at the history of conflict and lots of theories of mediation, and they want people with a bachelor's degree in psychology, which God willing I will have in 5 months. Obviously there's a good chance that I'll do what I do best and change my mind, but at the moment it is something I could definitely see myself doing and liking a lot.
That's probably about it for the moment (the album is over so I'm out of excuses not to write my essay), but thank you all so much for the thoughts and prayers I know you've been sending my way all semester. I've had so many cool experiences and learned so much that a blog just doesn't cut it to explain, and if I tried to I would just ramble on all day. So instead you can find me and I can ramble at you in person!